Just a college student with her everyday life and what can I say I'm confused with it, but who isn't? I try to do best to others and speak words of kindness and try hard always.
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And here I am at life at this point
At this point in time everything is going so right, but one thing. Which I don’t know how to deal with. The person I’ve fallen for will be gone this summer. Gone for 8 years. It snuck up so quick the decision came so fast.
I don’t know… who to talk to other than to pray and write, but I sit here and I’m tired and my face is tired and missing is the cheery demeanor I am prone too. I look sad. I don’t like how this feels. I won’t be held responsible for holding someone back nor can I be responsible for putting my career second to someone else’s. I can’t I have to do what I was meant too do.
So I guess it just comes down to God’s plan and how things work out for us. I’m scared and I trust that all will be fine, but I’m still scared.
The same boy who I wrote might be worth keeping, was, and still is. But will I get to keep him?
I’m thankful with what I’ve been provided with and hopeful for my future. But this sadness and death that has surrounded me for much of my life has hardened me and makes things numb. I have trouble reacting to this sort of news until its right in front of me and then the gates flood open.